Errrrr, Umm......yesterday was probably one of the most unitentionally awkward and embarassing evenings I've endured. I'm kind of mad at both parties involved. Actually more than "kind of".

I threw up all night, I don't know if it was because of the alcohol or worry. I reluctantly called into work and slept most the morning. I feel better now; confident that I will make the best decision for myself. More later.